Post 01:
I'm very frustrated it took me this long to wake up and become successful. I had so much potential, but they were serious about their craft at a younger age... I wasn't. I whined, complained, and took no action. It's sad I wasted so much time. But I'll come back with a vengeance.
Post 02:
Some people underestimate how smart I am and what I'm capable of achieving, then they get scared when they come to the realization... But they also underestimate what a sweetheart I am.
Post 03:
I create loud, sensational, in your face social media posts and performance art. Fans might assume I'm completely high energy and crazy. Actually, in real life, I'm low-key, calm, shy, polite, respectful, and kind.
Post 04:
I talk about myself too much under this account. Almost every post is about me. Perhaps I should try and focus on other people. But who should I talk about? And what should I say? I guess I'll start with: I love my Mom very much, she's a sweetheart.
Post 05:
It's really a tragedy how sad and depressing our household has become. I see everyone and think: how did it get this bad? We're all kind and loving people, so undeserving of this hell. Hopefully, better days are coming.
Post 06:
I'm double bookkeeping. I'm told my performance art on social media is not my ticket to superstardom, and realistically working at the psychosocial clubhouse is the path I should take. I feel like Brian Wilson of The Beach Boys, too advanced, and they can't see my GENIUS!
Post 07:
While over the top, sensational, social media posts are the most entertaining thing for me, it also feeds my delusions of grandeur. I imagine there are undercover bosses viewing me, developing a screenplay. I'm going to be in an epic sitcom, in Hollywood movies.
Post 08:
I'm frustrated by my status in life. I should've been working and saving money since I was 18 years old. I'm dependent on my parents. I'm looking to take a shortcut and subvert this problem. I'll be instantaneously rich and famous, Mr. Hollywood, when the chain reaction happens.
Post 09:
Doctors, family, and friends can tell me I'm having delusions of grandeur. But I'm like Brian Wilson of The Beach Boys. I just wasn't made for these times. I'm going to become Mr. Hollywood. They can't see it yet, soon they'll see. Don't underestimate the GENIUS!
Post 10:
How much BRIGHTER do I need to SHINE until people notice? I'm a superior talent to Justin Beiber, Jerry Seinfeld and Charlie Sheen - I'm a comic GENIUS. I'M SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS FOR SUCCESS. SOMEBODY HEAR ME!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Post 11:
I'm extremely frustrated by my life. My solution is living in an internet fantasy-land and screaming on social media - this isn't working.
I'm told to prove I'm a comic GENIUS, pursue stand-up in NYC, take an acting class. I'm trying so hard, my cries are falling on deaf ears.
Post 12:
The unfortunate reality is when I'm blindsided by the TRUTH - that I depended on my mom and have no money saved. I'll be devastated, overwhelmed, it won't be good. Somebody, PLEASE HELP ME!
Post 13:
To protect myself from my inadequacies and shortcomings (that I have a severe mental illness), I tell myself my parents are nefariously trying to sabotage me because they're sadistic bullies. Then I began to get extreme panic attacks they might have poisoned me. But THEY LOVE ME!
Post 14:
When I take walks around the neighborhood, the neighbors look at me like I'm COMPLETELY INSANE. People don't sympathize with severe mental illness. They laugh at it, are scared by it. I want sympathy, I've lived through HORROR and HELL. Somebody LOVE ME!