I don't know if believing in God is a delusion or not.
But a few nights ago while sleeping, I had a powerful dream - but it was also very real and could feel it. It was half dream / half religious experience.
I was dreaming about wild sex, being unfaithful, having experiences with lots of women. Then all of a sudden I felt intense evil charging me. I could feel air on my neck. I woke up from the nightmare. IT WAS REAL.
I believe this was Satan tempting me to give in to women, and maybe use upcoming power to be a bully. Like Bill Clinton / Monica Lewinsky or Donald Trump / Stormy Daniels.
I'm afraid I gave into Satan during my dream.
As I lay awake in bed, I felt God protecting and warning me. Telling me I haven't... Yet. God was saying it's a sin, be faithful, and go to church.
I have no doubt God and Satan were both trying to talk to me.
Thankfully, I woke up and feel like I'm with God again.
I'm afraid Satan will try and do something soon.
OR - is this a nightmare and God isn't real?
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