I have this crippling OCD, intrusive thought, panic attack.
I was in the DUMBO area of Brooklyn yesterday with a friend. I'm catastrophizing I might've stepped on a hypodermic needle and not realized it. Or sat in something on the subway.
Today I walked around the neighborhood. Catastrophising I stepped on a needle.
I fear I'll acquire HIV, nobody will want to be my friend. I'll be alone for my whole life. I feel uneasy. Sick to my stomach. Wanting to have a meltdown.
What is it?
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