I had a delusional episode last night. It correlates with frustration and high emotion. That triggers it. I'll try to stop blaming my mother and focus on making myself a success. What does blaming my mom accomplish? That's pouring my life down the drain.
When I feel frustrated and become overtaken with emotion, I get delusional that my mother is a sadistic puppet master - who is torturing me, depriving me, making me waste time.
The truth is my chains are internal, not maternal. It's extreme anxiety. My mother wants me to fly.
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