My delusions come and pass. They've passed. I now believe my parents love me. But delusions are coming more frequently and intensely. I'd like to hold off on increasing the Invega if possible. I'd like to work with Dr. Natural some more in CBT. Maybe I need to feel more empathy about getting the delusions. Maybe not villainizing my mom for my pain and suffering will help the RAW EMOTION TEMPER TANTRUMS pass quicker. I just get so overtaken with pain and frustration, that's when the tsunami overtakes me, and I send confused rage-filled posts.
I am a performance artist, actor, and comedian who utilizes the internet for self-expression. I've created hundreds of YouTube videos - some are related to mental health while others are sensational performances, but I don't stick to one genre. I like to write and model in photographs, but my second biggest artistic achievement is my drawings, which are usually done with markers, crayons, or oil pastels. They're child-like and some have called them psychological. I'm WHAT IT IS!
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