My mother METAPHORICALLY trying to murder me

Post 01:

My mother 100% is a monster, torturer, who was trying to kill me while creating the facade she wasn't. She was controlling me. Forcing me to pour my life down the drain. Pressuring me into taking a mega regimen of medication. She was METAPHORICALLY trying to murder me.

Post 02:

What's my point about my mother being a sadistic torturer who was metaphorically trying to murder me? First, I want it to be validated. Everybody gaslights me. Tells me it's "delusional." Second, I want to take her to court and put her in jail. I know, it's a pipe dream.