My mother asked me if I was "in the shower?" I don't think this is predicate logic. She's saying with the air in my apartment, she gassed me like the Nazis gassed the Jews during the Holocaust. I have NO DOUBT this has a double meaning. She told me she intentionally murdered me.
Was my mother's neglect intentional? Did she know the fifth, rotting, food, disgusting bathroom was like a gas chamber that was probably giving me cancer? It definitely gave me EoE. Was she secretly hoping I died? Or are the thoughts about my mother delusional? She's not Hitler.
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