I get overwhelmed like an incoming tsunami, exorcise my demons online with an internet temper tantrum, then I return to normal - loving my parents again.
Having rapid delusional mood swings about people affect my ability to have meaningful relationships. One minute my mom's my loving savior, then she's a sadistic monster. Yes, it's my illness. Most people can't understand the way my mind works and aren't empathetic.
Why don't I take down the posts that are delusional about my parents? Because I want to develop a movie with a major motion picture company about mental illness. I want the posts to be seen. Maybe I should put a disclaimer on my blog: "many posts are delusional psychosis."
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