Let's Say My Delusions Are True

They say they're not lying. There's no hidden realities. 

But let's hypothetically speaking say my delusions are true for a minute - everything is as bad as I'm imagining - everything is worst case scenario. I got a clean bill of health. I don't have cancer. I don't have HIV. 

Let's say I find out my parents were conspiring with pop stars, and my ex-girlfriend, to torture me, dehuamize me, and make me feel like a piece of meat. Let's say it's all true. They were torturing me for 36 years because of something that happened on a cruise 20 - 25 years ago. Let's say it actually is true. What am I going to do? Act in a rage and get locked in jail or the psychiatric hospital over it? No! I don't want to go to jail or the psychiatric hospital. Those places are hell on Earth. I don't want to get locked away. I'll be angry, I'll be steaming angry - as I should be. But I deserve to be happy, healthy, and to enjoy my life. I deserve to be a millionaire, possibly even a billionaire. I don't deserve to be locked away. So with that being said, don't get steaming angry. Control my emotions. That ASSUMING it's worst case scenario. People are saying you're coming to ideas of reference based on social media content. it's a delusion. You're coming to feelings of conviction about what you suspect. it's not as bad as I'm imagining. Ya know?